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Hello! Wala lang. I'm in the mood to write/type eh. #conyoproblems :))

Today is January 24, 2012. It was my second day in Red Cross Laguna chapter in Sta. Cruz Laguna, where I enrolled for Basic Life Support and First Aid training course. It was fun kahit nakakapagod. At least it's my way narin to not think about "things". Anyway, fun kasi I have new found friends. Thanks to Ms. Jhoan, bilang kaibigan niya yung mga new found friends ko. Haha! Hindi na ako loner. Yay! Oh and by the way, I hope you don't mind reading a taglish blog. I'm not good in expressing myself in English, although I know I should start to learn now how. Kaya nga, yung iba english, yung iba tagalog.

Back to what I'm saying... :)
Ayun, masaya lang. This is a 6-day training. And I'm searching/looking for my next agenda. Para hindi naman ako nabubulok dito sa bahay :) And luckily, I found one. God is just good to me. I'm ready for whatever challenges this opportunity might give me. Hoping and praying that everything goes well smoothly.

#excited :)

Friends for keeps

I posted a blog a while ago, pero gusto ko na ulit mag post ng bago.

Yes, it’s true. Ayokong may makaalam ng breakup namin. But on second thought, your friends will help you all throughout the moving on process. So there, I’ve decided to tell them at hindi ako nagsisi. But for now, etong tatlong magagandang dilag ang nagpagaan ng loob ko.

(From top to bottom: Reveleen Carandang, Sally Laserna, Jhoan Herbosa)

These three amazing people are just SOME of my friends. Again, thank you girls!

xoxo

Right person at the wrong time

I don't believe in this until I experienced it myself. 

By just looking at the title, you must have figured out what this blog is all about. And I want to share this with you guys because I know, in some way or another, you can pick some lessons from my experience.

2 days ago, I broke up with my 2 years and 5 months boyfriend. We were in a long distance relationship for 8 months. Before he left, I was thinking whether our relationship would work out or not. But because I love him that much, I tried my best to keep our relationship strong. I know he tried too. It's just that there are some things that need to be done.

Honestly, I don't know what I am thinking when I said I can't do this anymore. He's just the perfect man for me. What I really love about him is that I can see that he will be a good father. Pasensya na, exagge ako mag-isip. Nakita ko kasi kung paano niya alagaan yung mga pamangkin niya :) And as I have said, I loved him so much, so much that I let my world revolved around him. It's not that I blame him for what I did, and what I did not. I realized that I have my own life too. Kakaisip ko kung paano ko siya makakasama, hindi ko na naisip yung mga gusto ko pang gawin sa buhay. 

Every relationship has issues. And we have our own issue. As in, pag wala 'to, balewala ang lahat kahit gaano mo pa siya kamahal. I know I've been so hard on him. Feeling ko nasasakal ko na siya, na hindi na kami healthy. And I know, deep inside of me, hindi ako 'to. I'm not the type of girlfriend na dindeprive ang boyfriend. And that's when I thought, this wouldn't workout. 

Now, the hardest part is.. MOVING ON. I don't even know how to move on knowing that he's not mine anymore. It's just that we've shared and experienced a lot of things. Believe me or not, out of all my breakups, I'm pretty sure that this time I will need a lot of time to move on. I hibernated from Facebook and Twitter because I don't want anyone to know (even my friends) that we didn't work out.

I know that the decision I've made will benefit both of us. The best thing about our breakup is that we had a chance to talk, and at least there's good in goodbye. Sana kapag okay na ako, pwede parin siyang maging sa akin.

Lesson is: Love is not enough, you have to consider a lot of things for the relationship to work out.

Soon, I'll share this to everybody. That's when I'm okay and moved on.

Cheers to a better ME! :)

Newbie

Hello! Over the past months, I've been thinking of creating my own blog. I am encouraged to have my own because of wala lang, trip ko lang. Also, I have a cousin who really loves to blog. (Shoutout to Ms. Celina Mae ;)) And since it's my first time, I would like to introduce myself first :)

I am Renee Izel Ortiz Lapitan, 21 years old. I am a Registered Nurse graduated from Capitol Medical Center Colleges in Quezon City. I am the 2nd child and the only daughter of Renato and Audrey Lapitan. I have three brothers namely Ren Martin, Renaud Jan and Renzo Luis. 

Kung hindi ako nag Nursing, malamang hindi pa ako Nurse ngayon. lol! Siguro Hotel and Restaurant Management yung kinuha ko because I have this passion in cooking :) I also love to sing and dance but I think I'm more of a dancer than a singer. I am shy at first but very friendly and jolly person when you get to know me better. I am not snob but people always think I am. I always want to laugh because everything gets better when you get a good laugh.

Well, that's it. I couldn't think of anything to write here now. Haha

xoxo