Sister from another Mother

Today's my Ate Angela's birthday :) wala kasi akong kapatid na babae, so nung nagdorm ako, nagkaron ako ng madaming kapatid na babae. HAHA

Anywaaaaay. Happy happy birthday to my sister from another mother. I wish you all the happiness in life. PS. Good luck sa pageant mo. Kick some ass! HAHAHA you can do it. Sorry, hanggang dito lang ako makasuporta sa'yo :D I love you ate. And I miss you! I miss our gimik, gala and chikahan days. And also our one-on-one. HAHAHA if you know what I mean. Always take care of yourself. :*

xoxo

Update

Sorry pero hindi pa talaga ako maguupdate. Hahaha! Tomorrow's my off, so Promise. Bukas talaga.

xoxo

Happy na, Birthday pa! :)

Today is the day! Haha

2 of my friends were born on this day! :) Happy happy. First time kong umeffort at magcollage ng picture para sa friend. Usually kasi ginagawa ko lang yun sa boyfriend. HAHAHA ganun ako ka-sweet na kaibigan. Anyway, I want to greet them here.

Happy birthday to my paks, bex, sa aking subordinate. Charot! Hahaha Mahal kita kahit lagi kita pinapaiyak at inaaway. I super miss you Allie!! Kitakits soon!! :)

And lastly, to my boy friend :) Michael. You're like my kuya na. Haha kasi lagi mo ko sinsermonan e. Lagi kang galit :)) Thank you! Sana ganyan ka lang lagi at hindi magsasawa sa kakasermon sa akin. Haha. I love you! Miss you. Libre mo ko ahh? :))

xoxo

It's about time..

It's about time na mag update na ako ng blog ko. HAHAHA

But I got nothing to write yet.

So hello lang :)))

xoxo

I want to meet someone. Someone who'll love me more than I love him. Someone who will do everything and anything just to make me happy. Someone who'll take the risk. Someone who'll accept and understand me for who I am and who I am not. And if anytime soon, I meet this someone, I won't let him go, ever.

xoxo

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I am making this out of nowhere. I just want to release this tension I have for months now. First of all, I don't know if this thing I have with someone will last or not. Do you guys agree that long distance relationship could last? Personally I don't think so. Because right now, I have doubts about it.

I'm in this situation for 10mos now. As in today, March 28. You know, it's hard for me to hold on. It feels unfair. It feels like i'm the one who's always been surprising him in my own little ways. Feels like I was the only one who's been keeping our promises we made when he left.

I don't know. I'm confused and I think I'm tired. Exhausted of always being the one who's making an effort for our/this relationship to maintain the magic, spice or whatever you call it. He doesn't even make an effort to surprise me, or whatever. Though his presence is really what I need.

Once, I told a friend of what I really feel. And she said, "siguro you're not worth the effort" and I was like, "ouch, that hurts!" -- but hey. maybe she has a point. If my man thinks I'm worth it, he'll do anything. and I know he can do anything he wants to because I know him too well.

Sabi pa ng isang kaibigan ko, "makipagbreak ka na kasi hindi ka na masaya", I said "paano mo naman nasabi?", he replied "kasi naiinggit ka na sa ibang tao, hindi ka na masaya. hindi ka na natutuwa sa nangyayari sa inyo. at mali na naiinggit ka sa ibang tao". --- hmm. Makes sense. What can you say about that?

Anyway, I wrote this for the purpose of releasing my stress. And it sure did.

Update you guys on whatever's going to happen.


xoxo

Pre-valentine's Dilemma

Gusto kong paligayahin ang mga single diyan sa tabi-tabi. Huwag kayong mag-alala . Nandito ako para pasayahin at iparamdam sa inyong MAHAL KO KAYO :)

A lot of people often see this occasion as dapat you have a lover/partner to celebrate this day where in fact it’s just an ordinary day. Ni hindi ko nga maintindihan kung bakit nga ba may Valentine’s Day? Hindi ba dapat araw-araw nating ipinapadama sa mga taong mahal natin na mahal natin sila? Bakit ba may mga taong nalulungkot kapag month of February or Valentine’s Day? Dahil ang nasa isip ng halos lahat sa atin, wala kang karapatan magcelebrate kung wala kang boyfriend, or kahit manliligaw man lang na magaaya sayo ng date.

Hoy, excuse me! Mas maganda nga ang single ano. Imagine, hindi lang isa ang ka-date mo! Mahigit isang dosena pa! O diba, mas masaya ‘yon? At isa pa, hindi natin kailangang maging malungkot sa araw na ito. Hindi lang naman mga rosas o tsokolate ang nakapagbibigay saya sa araw na ‘to. Oo, aminin natin na masaya talaga kapag nakakatanggap ka ng mga ganitong bagay. Pero mas masaya, lalo na’t kung nararamdaman mong maraming nagmamahal sayo, hindi lang isa :) 

Baka naman isipin niyo na bitter ako. Hahaha! Hindi po. ‘wag din sanang magalit ang mga may boyfriend/girlfriend diyan, bilang may boyfriend din naman ako. Gusto ko lang damayan ang mga taong naglulungkut-lungkutan diyan. Dahil ako mismo, hindi makakapagcelebrate niyan dahil nasa malayong malayong lugar siya ngayon. But it really doesn’t matter. February 14 is just a date. Marami pang February 14 ang darating sa buhay natin ‘no. Matagal pa tayong mabubuhay e ;) Gusto ko lang isiksik diyan sa mga kukote niyo (pati sa kukote ko) na pwede parin kayo lumabas o makipag date sa kung kanino niyo gusto. Yung alam niyong sasaya kayo sa araw na yun at mararamdaman niyong may nagmamahal sa inyo. Alam niyo ba kung sino ang BEST date na makakasama niyo sa Valentine’s Day? Your own family :) or kung hindi naman, friends. I’m sure madami kayong circle of friends.

Hindi naman tayo dapat nagmamadali sa pag-ibig. Darating din yan, sa tamang oras, tamang panahon at sa tamang tao. Pagdasal niyo, and really, it works! Mag enjoy muna kayo at gawin ang mga bagay na gusto niyong gawin sa buhay. Malay niyo, sa pag-eexplore niyo dun niyo na pala makikilala ang taong nakatakda para sa inyo. :)

And please... wag nang emo ha? Enjoy lang. Keber natin sa mga mag jowang magcecelbrate. Tayo nalang mag date ;) :* Happy Valentine's Day!!